Staycation all I ever wanted

It's 1:43 in the afternoon and I have yet to eat a thing.
Today is the start of my last vacation days.
I don't have to be back to work until next Tuesday.
I don't really know what to do with myself.
People from my past keep popping up, I'm confused and lovesick.
Last night I drank too much. When I woke up I was lovesick all over the bathroom sink.
My boyfriend hasn't tried to sleep with me in a long time.
My left eye has had this inner twitch for a few weeks now.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Maybe I should see a doctor.